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Not everyone has freedom, Not everyone has a life, Not everyone finds love, But some people cry at night, Instead of flowers bloomimg, Rain drops start to fall, Your nightmare starts to torture you, As you here a sudden call, You start to say your prays, You here children starting to scream, When your lying in your nightmare, You see this isn't a dream, The next child starts to scream, Then you realize it's your turn, You get pulled into the darkness, As the fires of Hell burn.

I hate to be rude, But this is how I feel, I hate it when the teacher acts... As if smileings such a big deal, There do come some times... When I decide to smile, But it does often take a while, I hate to be unpleasant, But unpleasant is what it takes... To make people realize I don' smile, For goodness sake, I get called Solomned faced and it really annoying, Because they won't understand what I don't want them knowing, Promblems mess with my behaviour but I try not to interfere, Because although I have my friends, There seems to be no-one there....

If I was to ever tell them about my whole life, Would they ever understand about what it's like, Would they ever uncover the reason about why I don't smile, Would they ask me personal quesions, But for me to answer it will take a while, When someone see's me not smileing, They nearly always have a fit, They say "Oh look she smiled, But only for a bit, I can't help but look misreble, Because of what my life is like, I wish people would except me, Instead of makeing me want to die, If my life was perfect, As perfect as my friends, I know it would be a joy, A joy that never ends, All I ask is for one thing that'll hopefully keep

I try not to loose grip of the happiness I have, But when I feel it slipping away I feel that is that, When my hands slip suddenly everything turns dull, I start to feel dizzy and then I fall, When I'm lying on the floor my world tumbles down, It pelts straight towards me and I try to act cool, The biggest choice I will now have to make, Is wheather I let it fall on me or weather I awake.

We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! No chirstmas no chirstmas now thats the life. We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! No snow, No sun, No happyiness at all, We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! No happiness so there take that ha, We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! Whatever whatever chirstmas does suck, We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! It's so cold so we'll freeze  too death, We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! Santa's not real so why do you believe, We wish you a very very unpleasent chirstmas! Not everyone has a happy life, So I wish you a very very unpleasent chirs